frustrated

it's been 2 years...

2 years of gruelling work... and the question comes.

"why the h3ll am i doing this???"

things went by fast. i'm not sure what happened.

one moment i was up the stage accepting my fake rolled up diploma.

another moment i was sitting outside an office, fully dressed, sweaty palms,

with sample questions running through my mind.

next moment, i was on a roll.. everything was going my way.

the salary, the boss, the job.... praises everywhere from everyone.

i didn't mind the extra work, i didn't mind the extra hours

suddenly, i just realized that all the work, the hours, the blabberings of angry clients, and the backstabbing colleagues aren't just worth it.

or is it?

i don't know. i don't think i'd ever know. i just know that i'm tired. i'm tired and i'm 24. is it normal to feel tired at 24?