Thursday, November 10, 2005

blurred vision

missing direction

i find myself doing 4 different things at a time
multi-tasking or torture?

mis-direction

been wanting to leave.
leave our house
leave the company
leave the country
so far... haven't done any of the above

my direction

no idea where i'm heading.
why?
i want a lot of things
a lot = too many?
too many different things?
my hunger for them is insatiable
is it an insatiable hunger or an addiction?

i try to look straight. calm. dead silence.
i can't do it.
i can't stand it for more than a minute
i have to move.
i have to look for something else
i have to look at something else.

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